My own personal Zahir

The crazy thing is, I have actually just recently been at this point. Maybe a couple of months ago, all I could think of was my ex-girlfriend, and that was it. She was my Zahir. That was the only thing on my mind for a good 2 months. And the funny thing is, God wasn't really visible to me during this time. I would try to ready my Bible, but it just wasn't happening. I couldn't focus in prayer, nothing was working. Finally, over time, as she slowly escapes my mind, am I able to fully concentrate on my God and what I have to say to Him. It is amazing how focus on one thing can completely divert our attention from another.